It’s been so long

Gosh, it’s been so long since I’ve posted I actually felt anxious signing in…. Wondered if I even remembered my password.

So, I like to read…. Like a lot.  Until recently it’s been most well known, or not, respected authors, who I wouldn’t hesitate in sharing my love for with just about anyone.  I like romance too, but just about the only author liked was Nora Roberts.  And then came 50 Shades…. And while the writing not amazing, the fantasy value works for me.  I’ve read the series three times and I needed to move on in search for something more.  Needed to… Bc at this time in my personal life, though it is getting much better, I’m getting a lot of my needs met through books.  However, sick that may sound, it’s keeping me sane, and excited… 🙂

So after googling “what to read after 50 Shades”, and examining several lists, I found a few that I’ve really enjoyed, and some that I most definitely haven’t.  I found that I like my books with a medium to heavy amount of BDSM but there must be so e degree of a loving relationship as well.  I can’t handle sharing or threesomes, that’s just me.  Real nonconsensual slavery is not my thing either, even in just a book….. ECXEPT… I’ve just discovered dark erotica… Lol, I know I sound so naive… It’s not what you think, this is about a kidnapping… And holy crap, is it fun.  I’m so in love with the series I just read that I had to share.  The first book is called Captive In the Dark, it’s the biggest mindfuck of a book journey I’ve ever been on and I loved every minute of it. It deliciously dark and scary and gut wrenching, and sweet.  Yum, just yum.

That’s pretty much what I wanted to say… :). I wish I had more.  I’m doing well, Brad is doing better… Almost completely off the pain meds. He enlisted help from someone else and it’s working.  We are doing better, and I’m not angry.  So that’s a good thing.  I’m hoping that I will feel like writing here more often… D/s is something I miss A LOT.  Our biggest problem is having two children with bedrooms close to ours and we hardly ever get to be alone.  We do get our chances here and there and when spanking happens it makes me a very happy and relaxed girl. Hopefully more to come!


2 thoughts on “It’s been so long

  1. greengirliam says:

    I’m so glad to hear things are getting better for you and your family.

  2. Ally says:

    Thank you greengirl, slowly but surely. I have hope for the first time in a long time.

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